WORDS OF OTHERS
In Love_With Love_Through Love
O spotkaniu z nami
16 stycznia 2020
To, co usłyszałam było zaskakujące, było jak szept z góry, przekaz, którego nie musiałam rozumieć. Czułam go w trakcie całą sobą. To było spotkanie, które przeniosło mnie w inny wymiar, w głąb siebie. Poczułam jak mój oddech tańczy przez moment. Poczułam wielką radość, odczułam ją też ogromną, płynącą stamtąd - od Tych, którzy byli ze mną, od Oli, która mi ją przekazała, która emanowała tą radością, ale nie tylko. Czułam, że czuje mój smutek, że widzi to, co widzę i czuję ja. Słyszałam rożne języki tego wszechświata, ale poczułam też, że jest to język pochodzący ze Źródła. Jeden. Poczułam też, że pragnę być bliżej Tego. Płynęły mi łzy i odczułam bardzo emanację radości, miłości, bliskości i zrozumienia, i pełną akceptację. Poczułam spokój. Nie analizuję tego. Chcę pozostać w odczuwaniu. I pragnę więcej.
Rita
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On meeting with us
16 January 2020
What I heard was surprising, it was like a whisper from above, a message I didn't need to understand. I felt it within my whole self. It was an encounter that transported me into another dimension, deep within myself. I felt my breath dance for a moment. I felt a great joy, I also felt a great joy coming from there - from those who were with me, from Ola, who transmitted it to me, who emanated this joy, but not only. I felt that she felt my sadness, that she saw what I saw and felt. I heard the different languages of this universe, but I also felt that it was a language coming from Source. One. I also felt a desire to be closer to the One. My tears flowed and I felt a great emanation of joy, love, closeness and understanding, and full acceptance. I felt peace. I do not analyse it. I want to stay within feeling. And I desire more.
Rita
On meeting with us
5 June 2020
For me it is basically like entering rooms of energy and going to different kinds of rooms - energetic rooms which are like a hologram. The room I enter with you feels like a white room in which I can breath, I can be, I can be with my essence. And I feel the words directly addressing my essence. The words in every language are going directly to my body, my essence, and are not entering my mind… also my mind but in a different way (…) It feels like somebody is making light. I can see rainbows. And it is like somebody is taking weight off my shoulders. It is deep, very deep. It is a deep experience in my body, a deep experience of the moment. It is something really which brings me back to me. I feel a sense of being confirmed in my whole being and the way that I am sensing things. It is very natural. I really enjoy the simplicity, the love, the freedom. It is bringing aliveness back to my whole being and I can really, I can feel the truth in this whole. So simple but so deep, profound. And these profound things are really touching and waking up and opening new rooms of energy, new rooms of experience.
Mia
On WONOW
31 December 2021
Das liest sich wie ein Zen-Koan./This reads like a Zen_Koan.
Thomas, Germany
22 August 2022
You have an articulation in your body -- and what's called permeability that I have rarely seen in that extreme. For me, it often felt as if I were able to precisely see what was going on in your mind, as it seemed always very close to your body and completely (well, to the extent that it is possible) expressed in your body.
I have had a zen ideal of directing since my very first piece: To direct only through my gaze. (I have a very active gaze.) Working with you in preparation for the Frauentheaterfestival was the first time that I could experience this. (Ironically at the height of my theatre-crisis...) As exhausting as every thing else was, this was a gift.
What you were doing in my eyes: I think you have read and learned about Tillion, I don't know if a lot, but I think with a lot of care. And you took cues from Bert's text and the way that your fellow performers reacted to it. And you did so very sensitively. I admit, if I'm right here, you're probably more sensitive than I am and that means a lot. I believe, through this you got a very clear, but very intuitive grasp of the spirit of Germaine Tillion. The spirit is what is expressed in words and with images that we understand in words. The spirit is a structure that you had an intuitive grasp on -- I believe. You were filling this structure with your soul that is expressed in your body. Thus, we could see Ola Scibor suffer, fight and triumph in the way that Germaine Tillion did as we can understand her. Your performance, when you are at your best, is very raw and very direct. It was exactly what was needed. You're a great artist.
Oliver Utis
Director of Die Unverfügbaren
Co-Creating
1 September 2022
Ola, as I already mentioned co-creating with you for me was and still is a continuing journey. A journey because it constantly throws me into a realm of the unexpected, not knowing. To some degree this is also the essence of the learning I took from being with you: practicing to integrate the „not-knowing“ into the practice itself. I don’t know if you remember but after our first stream of „CreA(C)TIONing the WON“ you said you’re missing the „US“ in the creation. At that point I realized that I was in a way constantly trying to deliberately „exclude“ this US – how I perceived it – from the creation and it gave me some relief when I realised that it wasn’t necessary at all. This moment for me felt like the coming up after a dive, the head breaks through the surface of the water and you take this first powerful, deep and longing breath. You shake your head and look around, taking note of the whole new environment. Everything changes, the way you hear, the way you see and the way you move. You remember how it was being under water, how it felt and how you were. You realise that you’d have never been able to foresee how it is to be above the surface because you didn’t know there was a surface until you broke through it. You realise that you broke through the surface almost via accident. Something brought you here. It wasn’t you. And yet it was you. A great freedom arises. A joy. A realization of how things really are. Gratefulness. Maybe some glimpse of bliss. Although, this breaking through the surface was stretched over a longer period of time as it was happening in the time- space dimension. So, by now I think that with the end of „CreaA(C)TIONing the WON“ something crucial changed for me. It appears to me like the coming-to-an-end of a cycle, like the death and new-birth of something. Like revealing and disappearing in a single moment. When I think about it now it seems to me that during all our other creations I was kind of still under-water, diving deeper and deeper, discovering all these hidden, dark, beautiful, scary, and mystical places. Getting in touch with many vulnerable sides of my being. And all this took place in a very sensitive, yet very conscious space that was provided by you. For me. At least, this is how it felt for me. I kind of relied onto you knowing, sensing, being capable of getting in touch with all these different states of mine. Right know it comes to me, that this might be because you were capable of all these different states of yourself, within yourself. I do not know, and it may not be of great importance now but what I’m trying to say is that I was primarily learning from you. And some part of me knew that what I was learning was of great importance and I was supposed to learn it. Just like I was supposed to break through the surface though I never knew there was a surface until I found myself above. So, if I am trying to think of what mainly has changed since my breakthrough it comes to me a greater sense of self- awareness and also self-consciousness. Because the uncomprising and powerful way in which you were following your way of being and creating inspired me to trust into what was happening. This trust was based on my again-and-again experiencing you as the most integer person I have ever met so far. And this becomes even more meaningful as it is through you also that I have experienced many aspects of being that are beyond the person. So it is this combination of a grounded person that is open for the non-personal that provided me with trust that was beyond any doubt because it was beyond mind, beyond the person and something in me intuitively resonated with that. So my person was able to let go, more and more, step by step, little by little. So maybe this is another part of the essence of how I experience co-creating with you, a constant letting-go. When I now think of the creations themselves they seem very strange to me in some way. What makes them meaningful to me is my own path of co-creating with you and all these experiences I mentioned before. They are all in these creations. When I think of it now it also comes that watching or listening to them usually puts me in a state of higher vibration. This is how I experience it. My body is soothing, relaxing and vibrating, maybe tingling at the same time. I become very calm but also very open and sensitive. So it is also a very intimate experience for me which also makes it kind of challenging. Right now I think that this is also a reason why I rarely watch or listen to them. Theres always something inside of me trying to avoid this experience. Though, it is very pleasurable everytime. When I’m thinking of the aspect of sound and being an instrumentalist in this setting it appears to me that on the one hand this was not so relevant at all. On the other hand these experiences shaped my understanding of being an artist and thus also an instrumentalist. Right now I think that it was about bringing together two different aspects of the same: the aspect of being in a space of not-knowing, infinite beyond-person being and the very concrete, almost infinetesimal small aspect of hitting something, making a sound, moving, shaping the physical world. In the first aspect it may happen that this infinity becomes so vast, so overwhelming that it may appear absolutely meaningless to do anything at all. It takes away every meaning which may cause something like a crisis at some point. I can do anything. So why should I actually do anything at all? Letting this vast meaninglessness eat up everything and accompanying it with sound has changed my approach and view of being an artist because it rearranged my set of values. And now I would say that the most important value or rather insight is, that none of them two – the infinite nor the concrete – are of more or less importance than the other. They are both part of the same. The same ongoing I-dont-know what beautiful crazy something.
Robert Fischer
Percussionist
https://www.robertfischer-schlagzeug.com/
29 September 2022
I am confused by your website and social media. Is this an art project or showing your genuine beliefs and ideologies, I would like to hear more, thank you.
Adam
Thank you for your message Adam. This is me consciousness materialising and manifesting in an aesthetic form.
YouAreYouChange
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=67w1L9cDZcY&feature=youtu.be
Vanessa Ina
Visionary Creator, Quantum Flow and Breath Practitioner, INtuitve Energy and Transformation Guide
https://www.vanessaina.com/
Ola, I am so moved by your writings that I am again brought to tears. So much so that I sat at my computer to do some work for the day. I looked at this logo you sent me. I wondered what your logo for WeInfinityOnEarth is so I went to that site. I decided to quickly read some of your creations. I read your Welcome and I wonder some thiings I long to ask you. I read the next one Death is the Ultimate Lie and I recognise the transcript from the video you posted the other day on your facebook. I can see your face and hear your voice with such expression as you speak this message and I am moved in this remembrance. I recognise the title DolphinIAM from our discussion on dolphins and I think that this document is the same as you sent me at that time. Some of it I recognise as same or similiar but it seems to me that this document is longer. There is more. I continue to read. I am again transported to a place. Where? It feels here yet is distant, beyond, somewhere I recognise and feel so at home at. I feel a confusion as my programmed human self struggles and glitches with some concepts that my I Am self just knows without question as truth, meaning, purpose. My, all the rest of me, is so familiar with your words, with your message, with the emotions, the imagery, the places that I allow myself to be taken as I continue to read... As I continue to feel my way through your creation. I breathe into, through, in between, around your words... And more. My body feels alive in ways and places that it is ordinarily, for the most part, dormant or still. It moves. I move. I AM moves. And now, I find myself unable to do the work I sat down to do. I am drawn to write you these words through my tears, and then I go to my room to meditate withIN, INto the silence, to allow what I have INperienced to continue to permeate deeply withIN me. To continue to transport me.. Where? Here? There? Home.
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I am honoured to receive you, to know you, to love you, to be One with you. WeAM
Vanessa Ina
On DANCE BY MY GRAVE XII
Absolutely love this. So powerful SiStar! Thank you.
Vanessa Ina
On NOWON
I love this SiStar. I am moved to tears and feel much emotion. Thank you for such beautyfull divine wisdom.
Vanessa Ina
TransportYou
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DYLNppkINJY
Vanessa Ina
On From Within The Worlds In Between
Thank you so much SiStar. I love these writings. Beautifully intriguing and transportive. I feel so present withIN your ex/inperiences when I read these.
Vanessa Ina